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[Aug. 31st, 2009|12:14 am] |
after a really busy but very fulfilling weekend, i've come up with just one thought:
maybe what we've all been looking for, was right before our eyes, but we were just too blind to see it.
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| revolution |
[Aug. 26th, 2009|07:26 pm] |
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faith is reason grown courageous.
how true. it takes a lot of courage to put your trust in something you don't really understand, and can't feel, touch or see. but for that one giant leap that you decide to take, you will be vastly rewarded.
come on audrey, it's time to take that leap.
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| monochrome; |
[Aug. 3rd, 2009|06:46 pm] |
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while waiting for my notes to finish printing, i shall post.
the humdrum monotony of my life is enough to drive anyone insane. wake up, rush to school cause i'm constantly leaving my house too late, freak out on the bus, squelch thoughts to poke the bus driver to make him hurry up. heave a sigh of relief when i make to school by the skin of my teeth, and make a mental note to self to wake up earlier tomorrow, which eventually gets displaced by seemingly more important thoughts of math and chem and the occassional hunger pang. drag myself through lessons with a crazy bunch of friends, contemplate whether or not to stay in school even longer to study with said bunch of crazy friends, and usually decide against it. come home, stuff my mouth with some form of food and curse myself afterwards for ingesting more unnecessary calories. try hard to get some work done, have diner, more work, write a nice entry in the diary, and knock myself out to sleep afterward. and it repeats...
jc2 kids are like zombies, we walk around in a daze, watch the energy slowly get zapped out of each other, and cling on to any sliver of hope that gets us through the day. no wonder the drinking age is eighteen...
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| girl, you're so fly! |
[Jul. 31st, 2009|11:27 pm] |
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today was the really a 'cherry-topped' ending to a rather humdrum week. =)
i met mel after school today and i swear, i don't know how we derive so much fun together. lol. what was supposed to be a simple trip to buy some spary paint turned into a very interesting shopping trip. haha. so with spray paint in hand, and a smile on our faces we roamed bugis with reckless abandonment, and i must say, it felt really good to laugh and catch up with her. and we both realised that we've never actually gone shopping together even after knowing each other for so long and connecting so well. =P
and for the first time ever, we bought a pair of co-owned shoes. =) haha. don't bother trying to figure out what that means, cause i ain't telling. haha.
after spending nearly all my days around guys that can't stop cracking jokes and swearing, it's nice to have a girlfriend to hang out with and have so much fun with! and, to top it all off, i had a nice conversation with my mum in the car today in what seems like the longest time.
today really couldn't have gone any better. =D
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| acceptance |
[Jul. 24th, 2009|04:53 pm] |
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nobody likes to be lonely, it always feels good to be accepted, to be surrounded by people that you know care for you truly, to have people that will accept you, no matter what your hair looks like, or how you seem to have put on a few kg.
those people, we call them friends. |
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| bravery |
[Jul. 20th, 2009|12:52 am] |
near-death experiences can be pretty mortifying. but i guess they have their good points. treasure your life like there's no tomorrow, smile and laugh and tell your loved ones that they matter.
so to my family, and my friends - jess, melly, nick, sendy, roy, mat, alvin and the rest of the gang, and to you my dear: i treasure every single one of you for making my life so special. (don't worry, i wasn't near death la!)
i hope you have a great week, and live brave! =)
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| great expectations |
[Jul. 18th, 2009|02:51 pm] |
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everyday, every minute, someone demands something from you. time, money, affection, attention.
everywhere you go, someone's watching you (sometimes, watching over you) and ready to judge you.
isn't that just sad?
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[Jul. 14th, 2009|04:40 pm] |
sometimes life throws you a curve ball that hits you right smack in the face, and sends you hurling to the floor on your knees in pain, but you have to get up. dust yourself off and work harder.
i will work harder. it gets boring and mundane, but life can't be all rosy all the time right? =) if you want something fight for it, if you fight hard enough you will get it. no regrets man!
faith, trust and pixie dust.
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| of roses and rainbows! |
[Jul. 8th, 2009|06:55 pm] |
this BEAUTIFUL bouquet of roses was waiting for me when i got home today, courtesy of the one and only lovely boyfriend of mine. =D they are really the sweetest thing i've ever received, and though you may scoff at the idea of flowers, but i say you're just jealous. =) i really cant stop smiling at these bright red roses, and i'm so thankful that i have you and that i didn't give you up, even though we were on the brink of it. i love you endlessly! <3 |
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